2hrs’ tennis

 
今天打了2小时的网球。可算是淋漓尽致的爽啊。最近因为天气问题都没有怎么跑步。于是开始打网球了。
 
我的正手抽击,今天有了很好的体会,手腕基本上已经能克服错误的动作了。连贯的动作下来就能抽击到一球又低又快的球!那是相当的爽!
谢谢sense培陪我打了那么久啊。有d人,怕打雷不来,结果是整个下午都没有下雨,真是欠屌。
还有谭某彬,哈哈。搞笑。颓废。
 
连贯性好了很多,于是乎网球就变得有趣了很多。
 
2小时不是特别的累。因为很兴奋,很有激情。肾上腺素的作用吧。
 
 
我总是觉得,能够随心所欲地进行一样体育运动,并且乐此不疲地挥洒汗水,是一件很惬意的事情。比起所谓的比赛训练之类的,这种自由方式的运动所带来的愉悦是非常巨大的。
 
期待下次再战。
 
顺便鄙视一下xiaonei,发篇这样的文章竟然说我有非法的文字。
我那篇东西还是simplification的,连Diao字都没有好不好。
 
 

magnificent.gorgeous.dazzlingly beautiful.

 

jet – look what you’ve done

take my photo off the wall
if it just won’t sing for you
’cause all that’s left has gone away
and there’s nothing there for you to prove

oh, look what you’ve done
you’ve made a fool of everyone
oh well, it seems likes such fun
until you lose what you had won

give me back my point of view
’cause i just can’t think for you
i can hardly hear you say
what should i do, well you choose

oh, look what you’ve done
you’ve made a fool out of everyone
oh well, it seems likes such fun
until you lose what you had won

oh, look what you’ve done
you’ve made a fool of everyone
a fool of everyone
a fool of everyone

take my photo off the wall
if it just won’t sing for you
’cause all that’s left has gone away
and there’s nothing there for you to do

oh, look what you’ve done
you’ve made a fool of everyone
oh well, it seems likes such fun
until you lose what you had won

oh, look what you’ve done
you’ve made a fool of everyone
a fool of everyone
a fool of everyone

 

 

right time.right place.right person. fits me so.

 

last thing

 
 
印象中没怎么去过黄旗山,更别说去黄旗山拜神。
因为时间仓促。如果下星期再来,肯定赶唔切。原本错日博去的时候,我因为犹豫紧时间,而且又懒,捻住周日下午d人放假时间可能充裕d,就捻住今日来。
所以今日下午都系来了。但结果嘛。嗨呀呀。
 
拜神的过程是很难述说的。因为是一个思想集中,仿佛是灵魂出窍的过程。
我相信,心诚则灵。至少这次我是毫无杂念,很诚心很谦卑地祈福着。
希望文昌公爷爷能听到我的祝愿吧。
 
未了,没有忘记求了几个符。然后带着它们再拜了拜。
然后就离开了。
刚走出公园,就下起了雨,灵验,还是巧合?
 
哈。不晓得。
 
this is the last thing i could do for all of u.
its ur turn.
 
i put my blood into this.
hope that not of the unwanted.
 
wait for ur good news.
 
 

Ghost

 
 
今晚熬夜看完了这部经典电影Ghost人鬼情未了。
虽然平时听到主题曲的时候,都会觉得它很老土,但是,看过这部片子才知道,这经典真是经典,还是非常感人的片子。
 
片尾,男女主人公相互道别,含情脉脉,实在是…..
 
 
 
 
 
Sam: i love u.   i’ve always loved you.
Molly:……Ditto……..红心
Sam: it’s amazing, Molly.  the love inside, you take it with you….see you..
Molly:……see ya……bye…..
 
 
红玫瑰fulfilled.
 
 

路线?

 
前一两日,难得见到Lisa上q,难得同lisa谈一谈,倾一倾。
我都发现好似好久没同异性好友谈一谈我的想法我的心里话。
大概是从高二开始吧,就比较少了。虽然每次都以这样那样的借口回避带过自己的想法自己的烦恼,但时间长了我发现似乎已经失去了和异性倾诉的能力或者说是欲望吧。
嘿嘿,这事不赖我啊。出来走江湖,逞能装英雄!哈哈哈。
于是乎,有什么不爽之类的或者郁闷之类的都只能同那些屎忽鬼屌一屌。原谅我爆下粗,因为确实每次都是找那些屎忽鬼爆粗然后再说出心里的苦闷的。
 
这样不行啊。男人虽然能理解男人。但总不可能总找男的说啊。男的只能给你一些理解,顶多陪你骂骂或者劝劝你。
所以呢,这些屎忽鬼的效用日益消减。但我苦于找不到一个合适的异性,于是也就比较无奈。以前习惯的嘛同放屁,这些年来少于交流,以至于不知道如何谈起。
 
接着出现了lisa。哈哈。
 
简单的问候开始。然后谈起了最近的生活。学习。再而就是感情上的事情。上次听聪说lisa拍拖了。我那时也唏嘘了许久。
和lisa之间的事情,不多,也不少了,起码觉得很梦幻。哈哈。梦幻这词。对啊。梦幻。波折中意外频频,最后来个大意外,确实是梦幻。
 
闲聊之后,我觉得有了一点倾诉的欲望了。于是我就说起了最近自己的一些想法。特别是对人生的一些思考。
除了对学业对未来,还有对爱情,总之说了很多。
 
不得不承认,这些问题,有关于价值观的让人深思的问题,都让我最近精神状态很不好过。一个简单的问题比如前文提过的what do i live for,足以让我苦苦寻思而得不到答案。
学业,爱情,生活。无论是哪个方面,似乎最近我都有了新的看法。我觉得价值观的改变,或者说一个人不断完善不断更新自己的价值观,是成长的体现。至少我希望我思考这些以前塞佢卵晕的问题是我在成长的表现。
 
和异性倾诉,好处就是能够得到一点呵护还有不同于同性的同情与理解。再一个就是心灵上得到了蛮大的满足与慰藉。
虽然我觉得lisa的答复属于笼统一类,但对我的褒扬与肯定还是让我有了不少信心的。
 
至于路线这个问题。。我觉得说的蛮对的。
 
Lisa 22:27:07
唔好念甘多啦,忧郁都唔咪你的路线,开心点啦
 
 
不知不觉越走越远。几乎是与抑郁同路了。
好吧。来多点积极的东西啊。
 
陈鞭大侠重出江湖
 
 
 

HouseMD Season4

 
今天终于。看完了第四季最后一集。wilson’s lover.
Amber死了。
感触比较深的是,一向嘴硬的House,在昏迷中,与Amber道出了自己的痛苦。
 
–House,
-Amber
 
–i stay here with u.
-get off the bus.
–i cant.
-why not.
–because….because it doesnt hurt here….i….i dont wanna be in pain…..i dont wanna be……..miserable……i dont want him to hate me……
-well.you cant always get what u want.
……..
House left….
 
 
首片尾曲非常好听。
passing afternoon.轻柔。恬静。忧美。
 
There are times that walk from you like some passing afternoon
Summer warmed the open window of her honeymoon
And she chose a yard to burn but the ground remembers her
Wooden spoons, her children stir her Bougainvillea blooms

There are things that drift away like our endless, numbered days
Autumn blew the quilt right off the perfect bed she made
And she’s chosen to believe in the hymns her mother sings
Sunday pulls its children from the piles of fallen leaves

There are sailing ships that pass all our bodies in the grass
Springtime calls her children until she let’s them go at last
And she’s chosen where to be, though she’s lost her wedding ring
Somewhere near her misplaced jar of Bougainvillea seeds

There are things we can’t recall, Blind as night that finds us all
Winter tucks her children in, her fragile china dolls
But my hands remember hers, rolling around the shaded ferns
Naked arms, her secrets still like songs I’d never learned

There are names across the sea, only now I do believe
Sometimes, with the window closed, she’ll sit and think of me
But she’ll mend his tattered clothes and they’ll kiss as if they know
A baby sleeps in all our bones, so scared to be alone

 
 
 
这里马上变成音乐blog了嘛。
 
 

here comes the new album.

 
 
coldplay出新专辑了。
zy。
现在只找到几首。
但是这首
lost?
已经很打动我了。
 
 
Coldplay – lost
Just because I’m losing
Doesn’t mean I’m lost
Doesn’t mean I’ll stop
Doesn’t mean I would cross
Just because I’m hurting
Doesn’t mean I’m hurt
Doesn’t mean I didn’t get
What I deserved
No better and no worse
I just got lost
Every river that I tried to cross
Every door I ever tried was locked
Ohhh and I’m…
Just waiting ’til the shine wears off
You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn’t mean you’ve won
‘Cause along may come
A bigger one
And you’ll be lost
Every river that you tried to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
Ohhh and I’m…
Just waiting until the firing stopped
Ohhh and I’m…
Just waiting ’til the shine wears off
Ohhh and I’m…
Just waiting ’til the shine wears off
Ohhh and I’m…
 
 
coldplay的风格。还是如此。
淡淡的哀伤。
 
 
mp3的连接找不到。
点右边的土豆播放听下吧。